I’m not the mom I thought I would be. I’m not perfect and most of the time I’m fairly certain I’m doing it wrong. I thought I would give breastfeeding a shot when I was pregnant because it was free, and I’ve become a tandem nursing mother of 2 and still going strong. I fed Jellybean purees at 4 months and chose to do baby led weaning at 6 months with Littlebean. I used to think that baby wearing was inconvenient and took away a babies independence but I still baby wear Littlebean at 17 months old. I started out using disposable diapers and now we cloth diapers. I make my own baby wipes, fruit snacks, granola bars, etc and I actually enjoy it. I never thought I would be this kind of mom. Things may be messy, hectic, and unpredictable but I know that as my children grow I will grow with them. I will evolve with them. I may not ever be prefect or completely confident but I will at least be continually bettering myself as a mom and that’s hopefully enough.