I honestly forget most days that I’m even pregnant because we are so busy. I guess that’s a good thing because it’s keeping away all my worry and concern like I was when I was pregnant with my little man. I felt like I was afraid to sneeze and this time I guess I’m just to busy worrying about keeping Jellybean out of the fireplace and from putting things in his mouth to even think about it. Jellybean is a great distraction but at the same time I sometimes think how on earth am I going to handle 2 babies at once. My due date is November 4th, 2013 and Jellybean will be about 18 months old at that time. I know in the long run it will be better for them to be so close in age, they won’t even remember a time without a sibling. I just sometimes feel a little guilty for not letting Jellybean have more time just by himself.
I’m not entirely sure how he’s going to react to having to share Mommy, well and for that matter his boobies. I’m still exclusively breast feeding Jellybean and I plan to until he is at least a year old. I guess at this point since I’m going to be breastfeeding the new baby I don’t see the point in stopping my milk supply that I’ve already established, it would just be easier to continue breastfeeding. I always thought that tantum nursing was gross or weird but it looks like that’s the route we are heading and I’m ok with it although I’m not sure other people will be. Right now the only opinion in this that matters to me is Marcus and he supports me no matter what. We will see how it goes and my only concern right now will be Jellybeans jealously issues with having to share. We will take it as it comes I guess and just go from there.