The best change in my life right now is me working on my relationship with God. We as a family are attending church regularly and I’m so happy it’s a choice we made. It’s something that is literally building me up and helping to realize the changes I need to make in my life. I feel refreshed and new and blessed. This isn’t only important for myself but it’s important for our children. I want them to have a solid ground to stand on, and to have that relationship with God. I want them raised in a home full of love. I want them to grow up knowing God is always there for them. I want them to pass on their knowledge and love for God with our future generations. I want them to be blessed in their lives.
Trying to be who your meant to be is an endless journey but I sure feel like I’m at the start of something good. It just feels so nice to have a little bit of myself back. Don’t get me wrong I love my kids and family more then anything in the world but in order for me to be the best Mom I can be I also need to be the best me I can be. If I’m not my best then I can’t give them my best.